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Pendapat-pendapat saya untuk minggu kedua...

2005-09-27T18:32:00.000-07:00

Isnin, 19 September 2005
Pengawal keselamatan ditemui mati
Saya rasa kasihan terhadap pengawal keselamatan ini serta keluarganya yang turut mengalami kesakitan kerana beliau telah pergi buat selama-lamanya.Pada pendapat saya, saya rasa pengawal keselamatan ini telah dibunuh akibat sebuah pertengkaran dengan seorang yang tidak berpuas hati.Ataupun, mungkin pengawal keselamatan itu telah berjalan di tepi jalan dan dilanggari sebuah kereta yang tidak boleh dikawal,menyebabkan pengawal keselamatan itu rebah dan meninggal dunia di situ.Walaupun,ia mungkin berlaku dalam keadaan gelap-gelita,kerana ia waktu malam.Walaubagaimanapun,saya berharap dan berdoa pembunuh pengawal keselamatan ini akan diberkas tidak lama lagi kerana pembunuh ini boleh mencederakan orang lain di Singapura.

Selasa, 20 September 2005
Flat Taman Jurong jadi ‘klinik’ kegiatan salah guna pil Subutex
Pada zaman sekarang, ada banyak cerita mengenai penyalahgunaan pil Subutex yang sebenarnya berfungsi sebagai penawar ketagihan heroin.Dalam hal ini pula, seorang lelaki bujang berusia tiga puluh tahun telah menjual pil Subutex itu kepada pelanggan yang kebanyakan bekas penagih.Lelaki itu pun menyara hidupnya dengan menjual pil Subutex itu yang dilarutkan bersana pil tidur seperti Dormicum dan Erimin.’Aktiviti’ lelaki itu rancak sekali sehingga ia diberi julukan ‘klinik Subutex’.

Pada pendapat saya, perbuatan ini amat melampau kerana lelaki itu bukan hanya membahayakan dirinya sendiri,tetapi beliau pun membahayakan nyawa orang lain juga.Saya rasa, walaupun ‘pendapatan’nya melalui perbuatan ini agak lumayan, lelaki ini tidak sepatutnya berbuat begini. Dia seharusnya menghilangkan ketagihannya terhadap dadah heroin dan membina hidup baru. Dia boleh mencari kerja yang lebih sempurna di merata Singapura.

Rabu, 21 September 2005
Indon cegah flu burung
Berita tentang flu burung pada masa kini telah banyak dilaporkan dalam suratkhabar, radio dan televisyen. Ramai orang yang tidak berdosa telah pun meninggal dunia akibat dijangkiti flu burung yang berbahaya itu. Saya bersimpati terhadap keluarga-keluarga mangsa-mangsa ini kerana mereka harus berasa betapa sakitnya rasanya apabila darah daging mereka sendiri terkorban. Malah, malang tidak berbau. Akan tetapi, sekarang, di Indonesia, pemerintahnya telah membuat keputusan bagi mencegah virus itu merebak.

Pada pendapat saya, langkah-langkah yang diambil pemerintah Indonesia agak wajar bagi memastikan bilangan kes flu burung menurun. Antara langkah-langkah yang diambil pemerintah ialah memaksa pesakit masuk hospital supaya peperiksaan boleh dijalankan di atas mereka bagi memastikan jika pesakit-pesakit itu menghidapi flu burung. Saya rasa langkah ini harus sentiasa diambil agar penyakit flu burung ini tidak merebak lagi.

Khamis, 22 September 2005
Taufan Rita bertambah kuat
Pada dua puluh sembilan Ogos lalu, taufan Katrina telah melanda beberapa negara Eropah. Sekarang, taufan Rita pula yang melanda negeri-negeri seperti Mexico, Florida dan Texas. Berbanding dengan taufan Katrina yang telah membunuh beribu-ribu orang, sehingga kini taufan Rita belum membunuh sesiapa. Ini kerana Pusat Taufan Kebangsaan Amerika Syarikat telah memberi amaran kepada penduduk kawasan-kawasan terlibat untuk berpindah. Saya rasa sekarang, ketika taufan Rita semakin kuat, penduduk-penduduk di kawasan-kawasan tertentu perlu berhati-hati agar tidak menjadi mangsa kepada taufan itu.

Jumaat, 23 September 2005
Tukang urut dituduh cabul kehormatan 4 pelanggan
Sekarang terdapat ramai tukang urut tradisional di merata Singapura. Akan tetapi, sekarang, kebanyakan tukang urut melakukan urutan mereka di kedai tertentu. Ada juga yang masih melakukan urutan mereka di dalam rumah mereka sendiri atau di dalam rumah pelanggan. Seorang lelaki berumur enam puluh lapan tahun termasuk dalam golongan yang kedua. Akan tetapi, beliau telah melakukan bisnesnya dengan tidak sempurna. Beliau telah mencabul kehormatan empat pelanggan yang pergi ke rumahnya untuk diurut. Tiga daripada pelanggannya itu ialah seorang ibu dan dua anaknya, dan satu lagi pelanggannya ialah seorang wanita berusia empat puluh lapan tahun.

Pada pendapat saya, perbuatan lelaki tua itu amat jijik dan tidak senonoh kerana perbuatan itu amat kotor dan ia boleh menyebabkan pelanggan-pelanggannya trauma sepanjang hayat. Lebih-lebih lagi dua budak perempuan yang berumur lima belas dan dua puluh tiga tahun itu. Mereka masih berada di pangkuan sekolah dan perlu fokus terhadap pelajaran. Saya rasa, mungkin tukang urut itu sudah hilang akal, kerana lanjut usia.

Sabtu, 24 September 2005
Kaki rompak dijel lebih enam tahun
Rompakan adalah jenayah yang kerap berlaku di Singapura. Dalam artikel ini, seorang kaki rompak yang bernama Idris Ahmad telah dikenakan hukuman penjara lebih enam tahun kerana beliau telah merompak menggunakan kekerasan dan cuba mengeluarkan wang dari ATM menggunakan kad salah seorang mangsanya.

Pada pendapat saya, perbuatan lelaki ini amat memalukan kerana dia seorang Melayu dan Melayu sering dikaitkan dengan kaum yang paling ramai merokok, menagih dadah, melakukan perkara yang tidak elok dan sebagainya. Dia telah mengecewakan serta memalukan masyarakat Melayu di Singapura. Saya rasa, di sebaliknya, beliau patut mencari kerja yang tetap supaya beliau tidak terdesak ingin merompak.

Ahad, 25 September 2005
Ringkasan Cerpen-MRT Jam 10
Cerpen ini mengenai seorang pemuda lelaki bernama Hayat. Hayat selalu menaiki MRT yang tiba di stesen Lakeside pada pukul sepuluh pagi untuk pergi ke rumah ibunya di Pasir Ris bila dia tidak bekerja pada hari Ahad. Pada suatu hari, semasa menunggu untuk MRT itu, seorang lelaki tua menghampirinya dan menegurnya. Apabila lelaki tua itu bertanya nama Hayat dan Hayat memberitahunya demikian, orang tua itu kelihatan terkejut. Rupa-rupanya, lelaki tua itu pernah menolong ibu Hayat melahirkan anaknya, iaitu Hayat sendiri, tetapi lelaki tua itu terputus cinta dengan ibunya. Setelah itu, lelaki tua itu tidak berkahwin. Lelaki tua itu mempunyai seorang anak angkat, dan anak angkatnya telah berkahwin. Akan tetapi, menantunya amat bencikan orang tua itu, dan menghinanya jika anak angkat orang tua itu tiada di rumah. Jadi, lelaki tua itu keluar dan merayap ke tempat kawan-kawannya melalui MRT. Hayat bersimpati terhadap orang tua itu. Baru beliau tahu yang perempuan yang lelaki tua itu pernah menolongi ialah ibunya sendiri.

Pada pendapat saya, lelaki tua itu tidak seharusnya terlalu murah hati sehingga memberikan seluruh wang CPFnya kepada menantunya yang tidak mengenang budi langsung. Tambahan, saya pun bersetuju dengan Hayat di mana dia berfikir lelaki tua itu sepatutnya berkahwin setelah terputus cinta dengan ibu Hayat. Jikalau lelaki tua itu berkahwin, beliau tidak akan dicaci menantunya itu dan anak kandungnya sendiri boleh menjaganya.

Pendapat-pendapat saya...

2005-09-18T18:35:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum,semua.'Post' ini khas untuk pendapat-pendapat saya tentang artikel yang saya telah memilih daripada Berita Harian.Silalah membaca.=]

Isnin,12 September 2005
Kes Mayat Dikerat-kerat
Amah Filipina dituduh bunuh
Pada pendapat saya,pembunuh amah Filipino itu,Aguilar,agak gila sehingga tergamak membunuh kawannya,La Puebla,sendiri.Walaupun saling mengenali,saya tidak faham mengapa Aguilar sanggup membunuh kawannya sendiri.Mungkin,mereka telah bertelingkah dan pertelingkahan itu bertukar menjadi sebuah perbunuhan.

Selasa,13 September 2005
Dua dituduh hasut melalui 'blog' berbau perkauman
Pada pendapat saya,kedua lelaki yang hasut melalui 'blog' mereka kurang cerdas kerana mereka tidak memikir akan orang lain yang boleh membaca 'blog' mereka dan permusuhan boleh menimbul di antara pembaca-pembaca yang kurang puas hati.

Rabu,14 September 2005
Second Chance akan bangun khemah jual kuih raya
Pada pendapat saya,perbuatan Second Chance bagi menjual kuih raya amat baik dan efektif kerana melalui cara ini,pembeli Melayu boleh menyesuaikan diri di kawasan City Plaza pada masa hadapan apabila semua perniagaan di Tanjong Katong Complex akan berpindah ke City Plaza.

Khamis,15 September 2005
Hasrat cari kerja terlepas akibat nahas
Pada pendapat saya,pemandu kereta yang telah melanggari Encik Bonyaamin bersikap sombong dan tidak suka memberi pertolongan.Itu bukan sikap yang baik.Akan tetapi,saya percaya yang pemandu kereta itu akan ditangkap,bak kata pepatah "Sepandai-pandai tupai melompat,akhirnya jatuh ke tanah juga".

Jumaat,16 September 2005
Kesakitan tidak tertahan
Pada pendapat saya,saya amat mengasihani pesakit ini kerana beliau terpaksa mengalami kesakitan yang amat sangat.Jika saya mengalami apa yang dialami pesakit ini,saya rasa saya tidak boleh tahan sakitnya.Akan tetapi,nasib baik penyakit demam denggi ini boleh dirawat dan ada ubatnya.

Sabtu,17 September 2005
Ambulans tiba sejam kemudian
Pada pendapat saya,pemandu ambulans dari Hospital Pulau Pinang ini bersikap sambil lewa semasa orang berada dalam kesakitan.Pemandu ambulans ini tidak berhati perut langsung dan membiarkan mangsa sebuah kemalangan,seorang penunggang motosikal,itu pun mementingkan dirinya sendiri.Dia melarikan diri kerana takut dipukul orang,tetapi,pada pendapat saya,beliau akan lebih dipukul orang kerana melarikan diri.

Pendapat tentang Cerpen

Tajuk:Saudara,seorang tua dan kisah ini

Ahad,18 September 2005

Pada pendapat saya,anak Mak Tipah tidak mengenang budi ibunya yang susah payah menjual nasi lemak dan sebagainya hanya untuk membiayai pelajarannya.Saya rasa perbuatan anak Mak Tipah bernama Amir ini amat kejam sehingga menyebabkan ibunya terlantar di rumah orang-orang tua.Hanya kerana seorang perempuan yang dijadikan isterinya.Kepada saya,apabila saya dewasa kelak,saya tidak akan mengabaikan kedua ibu bapa saya kerana mereka telah banyak berjasa kepada saya.Dan saya akan membalas jasa itu.

Itu sahaja bagi 'post' ini.Terima kasih semua kerana mengambil masa untuk membaca.=]

YAYE.

2005-09-14T20:37:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum kepada semua yang sedang membaca 'post' saya ini.(:

Hari ini seperti biasa sahaja.Tiada banyak perkara yang berlaku.Guru Matematik saya tidak hadir di kelas pada hari ini.Ramai orang berkata yang beliau sakit.Kasihan dia.Saya harap dia akan sembuh.

Esok hari ialah hari lahir bapa saya!Dia akan menjadi 43 tahun.Akan tetapi,bapa saya tidak percaya akan hari-hari lahir begini.Adalah,kepercayaan beliau sendiri.Saya tahu,esok mesti ada sesuatu bunyi yang akan berkumandang di sekitaran Singapura.Dan bunyi itulah yang selalu menandakan hari itu hari lahir bapa saya.

Hari lahir ibu,adik perempuan serta adik lelaki saya yang bongsu akan tiba tidak lama lagi.Kadang-kadang,saya terfikir juga,masa berlalu begitu cepat sekali.Daripada bila saya masih bayi hingga sekarang bila saya 14 tahun,saya rasa masa berlalu dengan cepat.Mana tahu,sekejap sahaja saya akan berada di dalam Menengah Empat dan bakal menduduki peperiksaan GCE O.Saya gentar.

Saya gentar juga apabila mendengar khabar angin tentang Hari Kiamat akan datang tidak lama lagi.Saya takut.Saya belum bertaubat sebaik-baiknya lagi.Allahualam.

Ok.Sampai di sini sahajalah 'post' Melayu saya yang kedua ini.Sehingga kita berjumpa lagi!(:

Go-blog...

2005-09-12T21:32:00.000-07:00

[TO ALL THE CHINESE/INDIAN/EURASIAN/THOSE WHO DON'T KNOW MALAY,PARDON ME FOR THE NEXT FEW ENTRIES AS THEY ARE IN MALAY.SORRY.]

Hari ini,tiada banyak perkara yang terjadi kecuali aktiviti persekolahan harian.Saya ada peperiksaan IT bagi CCA saya,dan peperiksaan itu menguji saya tentang pengetahuan saya dalam bidang menggunakan program bernama Dreamweaver.Alhamdulilah,saya boleh melakukan peperiksaan itu dengan lancar.

Saya sampai di sini sahajalah.Saya sudah berasa mengantuk yang teramat sangat.=/ Dan saya tidak boleh memikir dengan betul sekarang.Ok.BYEE.

SCREW MALAY ORAL.>=(

2005-08-25T20:51:00.000-07:00

wowee.so long haven't posted in this blog o' mine.LOLX.oh wells.ok.let's start narrating practically everything which happened today.

school was ok...not bad...except that audrey neo lectured us because some of us haven't studied for the history test which was supposed to be today.NYAHAX.yeash yeash.and some of us didn't even know that there was a history test today.great,right?HEHEHX.oh wells.the test is just fated to be postponed anyways.WHEE~

OMG.i totally screwed up my malay oral.and kartinie only told us about the oral 1 day before the actual oral exam.just GREAT,right?like,WOW.-_-" i was like,trembling through the whole thing.but the worst thing which happened during the whole oral was,MY HANDPHONE RANG SO FREAKIN' LOUDLY WHILE I WAS WAITING FOR MY TURN!and even my friends who were waiting outside the hall(SO KIND!LOL.) heard my ringtone.argh.so maluating.ugh.but i managed to get it out of my head.sighs.so frustrating.mum called me during the oral exam,anyway,causing my handphone to be NEARLY confiscated.i don't know whether the teachers heard my handphone ringtone or not.but if my friends OUTSIDE THE HALL can hear it,what about the testers IN the hall?sighs.heng arhh.but i don't blame mum though.it was NOT her fault.(: it's MY freakin' fault for not switching off my handphone.AAAAHHH!so pissing!

oh wells.i keep doing clumsy things,anyway.i'm probably fated to do all those maluating things.i practically shrank with embarrassment.eeeyyyeerrr.hate the feeling.

anyways,i was TREMBLING throughout the whole face-to-face oral with cikgu rina(my oral tester).i messed up a few words in the passage which i'm supposed to read.and i talked absolute crap for the perbualan part.argh.won't be surprised if i fail.NONONONO,WANI.YOU WILL NOT FAIL.NONONONONONO.NEVER.yeah right.AS IF.

LOLX.kk.i'm talking to myself.well,that's what i'm supposed to do in my blog right?kk.i'm crappin'.ermm...nothing else to say lah.hmm...maybe i should write a one-line conclusion for this whole entry?ok,here goes!

Conclusion:I totally screwed up Malay oral.Period.

NYAHAX.i should do this MORE OFTEN.LOLX.(:

left out...willingly.(:

2005-08-13T13:20:00.000-07:00

i find something weird with my family lately.ok...maybe not really weird,but...i don't know.my family keeps going out every single day nowadays.that's good rite?in fact,my family except me and my sis is out with my relatives rite now.i don't wanna follow cos i have to study for my last paper-HISTORY.ugh.HOW I WISH EXAMS HAVE ENDED!but of cos,my wishes don't come true so easily.

my family went to the bukit timah hill/nature reserve to go trekking.yaye.-_-" it sounds kinda fun,but tiring all the same.sigh.

i'm thinking of making a blogskin.(: i wanna make one which everybody will like.the pictures are from pinglet.com.it's damn nice laahh!i already made one of those pinglet skins.u shld see them at blogskins.com if u have the chance.but...somehow,i feel like doing anything BUT STUDY.NYAHAX.weird ehh?i just don't know...

going johor tmr for a marriage ceremony.haizz.gotta study history as much as i can today.cos if i don't...i'll be toast on monday.HAHA.

ok then.i shldn't be blogging rite now...but yeash.the temptation is strong.((: well...tata people!

common test...><

2005-08-12T15:36:00.000-07:00

common test has already come!like,OMG.already took 5 papers.took all the subjects except history.sigh.well,good luck for my history then.

sat for maths and lit paper just now.maths was...well...ok.except that i had a few wrong.mainly because i'm a bit gabra i guess.-_-" and lit...it was ok.i didn't rmb all the quotes,but yeash.actually,40 minutes is too short to write a lit essay about wonderful shakespeare's Merchant Of Venice.argh.i had a lot more things to write!!!haizz.nvm.what's the point of crying over spilt milk?sighh.

safarina,iezah and hanisah came over to my house today to practise dancing.fyi,we have dance lessons during music periods.fun ehh?but the thing is,i can't really dance gracefully like safa.i mean like,seriously.hanisah and iezah were also ok...but moi?nah uh.

got only today and tmr to study for hist.cos i have to go somewhere on sunday.and i guess it takes up practically the whole day.

well...i wanna play neopets(i know,I KNOW,childish.but it's fun,ok?!) for a while.seeya around!tata~

NDP...

2005-08-10T10:01:00.000-07:00

wowee.yesterday's NDP was...okay.but i didn't really see crez choir performing.bcos it's a combined choir there.oh well.

really enjoyed the fireworks yesterday.but watching the fireworks from tv is not really very fun.but at least we get to see the fireworks.sigh.

i don't know what the HELL was wrong with my sis,but she took pics of the NDP THROUGH THE TV.-_-" it looks as though she got a freakin' ticket and went to the NDP and took the pics up close and personal.NYAHAX.hey.that's a new laugh.am using it from now on.>_<

going to eat breakfast outside.don't know where to go lerr.maybe johor.hmmm...aiyah,don't know laahh.it's up to my parents since they are driving...actually only my father drives.HEHX.

what else do i talk about here...?OH YEASH.tmr common test is already starting.english first,then science,then malay.omg.3 papers in 1 day.like OMG.but luckily,the language papers are kinda based on BASIC LOGIC and COMMONSENSE.i wonder who DOESN'T have those...

well well well.good luck to me.for tmr.hope that i can do really well.for streaming this year.gonna go to a good stream.HAH.hopefully.full of hope.ok,i'm crappin'.cya.tata~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,SINGAPORE!

2005-08-09T10:49:00.000-07:00

1,2,3-HAPPY 40TH BIRTHDAY,SINGAPORE!=DD

HAHAX.i know that this is a bit late.actually,i thought of posting this entry on 12 midnight today,but...i can't stay up that late.heh.pardon me for my BAAADD english.lol.

well...yesterday's national day was okay.but SOME totally lameass people had to spoil the fun.HEHX.won't tell who.MWAHAA.we got a lot of goodies,but i didn't get the darn clapper.T_T i got probably the most common thing we could ever get during national day-THE SINGAPORE FLAG.but i won't complain.nah uh.at least i got something.i should be thankful.HEHX.

btw,i made a few of my own fonts.it's really nice.i'm gonna keep it forever.HAHA.as if.if anybody of u readers out there want the 'my font tool for tablet pc' program,please feel free to contact me.but not through msn cos i can't send it to u as i think there's something wrong with my msn.yeash yeash.

am studying for science common test which is the paper after english,which i don't think i have to study.i just need basic LOGIC and COMMONSENSE.tsk.and it's the same for malay too.hahax.wells.am gonna finish science,then gonna study maths.which is the next paper after malay which is after science.luckily maths is on the next day.phews.

well,gonna study now.cya people.tata~

LIFE SUCKS.

2005-07-25T17:41:00.000-07:00

what the fuck.i went back home and my mum was in a damn good mood,but I had to spoil it.i said that i _______________.and to my fuckin' surprise she told me to go into the study room and sit down,all the while holding a damn fuckin' cane lahh.like what the fuck.i'm so pissed right now.she was like interrogating me,as if i did something wrong.i didn't even tell her that i wanted her to pay for me,i just said that i _______________.then she got all mad.AAARRRGGHHH!SO DAMN PISSED RIGHT NOW!!!

ok.pheww.at least i let out my feelings there.phheeeewww.well...nothing much to say lah for today.got half-day.was actually dismissed at 10.30am,but me and my pbl group members had to stay back to do pbl.we had to hand in the cd today,but i dunnoe about our leader.

plus,me,iffah,nadiah and insyirah were supposed to do this malay website project thingy.but guess what?WE HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED ON IT.like WOW.yeassh.and the dateline is like,THIS FRIDAY.like wow.we managed to procrastinate!whee~ -_-" aiyah.and now we are starting on the damn thing.what a load of shit.

me and iezah laughed a whole damn lot today.i told her to search for "khairuddin samsudin" in google,but actually i wanted to search for "khairudin saharom".aiyah,it's a SLIP OF THE TONGUE u noe.yeash.so she went to do what i said.and guess what came up?a picture of a damn man who looked as if he was posing for jail pictures.-_-" so we laughed lahh.because there was actually an actor named "khairuddin samsudin",except that his face was totally different.LOL.so damn blardy funnaye laaahh.

ok then.i gtg.gonna bathe.HAHAX.tata~

2005-07-24T12:55:00.000-07:00

homework.these innocent-looking 8 letters can kill me SO MUCH.but too bad i can't kill them.it just leads from 1 thing to another.

this sux maann.life's a total mess.everything's against me.

speech day yesterday was...well...alright.except for some things which i dun wish to say.maybe i do wish to say some things...when i had to film the GOH.I HAD TO FOLLOW HER AROUND THE SCHOOL WITH A BULKY VIDEO CAMERA.but the worst thing which happened has not come yet-IT WAS WHEN I WAS FILMING IN FRONT OF ________ AND _______ WHEN I THINK I _________________!!!IT WAS DAMN EMBARRASSING LAH!LIKE WTH!!!

fine.calm down,wani,calm down.at least THAT was over.dun even bother trying to figure the damn blanks out cos,it's not worth it.and for u people out there who's reading this and THINKS IT'S THEM,dun be terasa lahh.bastards.

aiyah.dunnoe whether to do homework or read harry potter book.or etc.well,will decide.byee~

2005-07-20T20:16:00.000-07:00

sighh.what a life i'm having.somehow,i dun think my mum is happy with me.deep inside,i noe that she is still waiting for an apology from me.like what the hell.i WANNA say sorry,but somehow,i just can't bring myself to...SAY it.i just can't.i dunnoe why.i am planning to write a note to my parents,but...argh i dunnoe.

life is certainly not a bed of roses for me right now.MWAHA.i am owing maria tan like,a few pieces of homework.but i'm workin' on it.;] luckily.pfffftt.

maaann.i'm sleeeeeeepy.but i wanna stay up to watch 'cinta internet'.i wanna noe what happens between via,adam and danny!(or was it 'danni'?argh whatever.)but i dun even noe if i can even stay up that late until 9.30pm.HAHAX.i noe.ONLY 9.30pm.i noe U people consider THAT early.but to my mum,it's sooooo damn late.weird rite?sighh~

am doing maths homework which was supposed to be handed in TODAY.yeash yeash.i'm a current SLACKER maaannss.but i'm TRYING to improve.my laziness got the better of me i guess.HAHAX.

ok then.gtg.tata~

FUCK LAH.

2005-07-18T21:06:00.000-07:00

WAH LAU.GO TO HELL LAH.IF U DON'T LOVE ME ANYMORE,THEN JUST SAY IT.I DON'T EVEN FUCKING CARE IF U WANNA TAKE MY HANDPHONE AWAY FROM ME-IT IS NOT PRECIOUS TO ME AT ALL.I.DON'T.CARE.AT.ALL.OK?

SO WHAT IF MY BILL REACHES $80+?I CAN PAY THE STUPID DAMN BILL MYSELF-BUT I HAVE TO SAVE MONEY.DUH.BUT WOULD U BELIEVE IT?NOOOOOOOOOO.U WON'T.U JUST WON'T.AND THAT PISSES ME OFF.WHICH MOTHER AND FATHER DON'T TRUST THEIR DAUGHTER?MINE.OBVIOUSLY.THEY LOST TRUST IN ME.THEY DON'T LOVE ME ANYMORE.TSK.AS IF I NEED THEIR LOVE.HAH.

GUESS WHAT MUM?U DON'T NEED TO IRON MY UNIFORM ANYMORE,U DON'T NEED TO CLEAN ANYTHING FOR ME ANYMORE IF U DON'T WANT TO.COS U KNOW WHY?I DON'T CARE.

AND GUESS WHAT DAD?U DON'T NEED TO SEND ME TO SCHOOL IF U ARE ON UR MORNING SHIFT ANYMORE IF U DON'T WANT TO.COS U KNOW WHY?I DON'T CARE.YES.

AND I DON'T CARE WHAT U,MY SO-CALLED SIBLINGS,DO ANYMORE COS ALL U DO IS ANNOY ME BUT IN THE END WHO'S IN THE BLAME?ME.YES.ME.

MUM AND DAD,U PROBABLY WON'T CARE IF I RAN AWAY FROM HOME AND STUFF COS WHY?U PROBABLY DON'T CARE ABOUT ME.U DON'T.U JUST DON'T.U NEVER WILL.

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!JUST FUCK OFF OK?GET OUT OF MY LIFE.

yoooooo...=))

2005-07-05T16:52:00.000-07:00

wow.what a HUGE change.i'm updating my blog(sorta) regularly.MWAHAHHAHAHAH.

anws,just came back from school.well,a few minutes ago.ate nasi lemak for lunch.i wasn't that hungry actually,since i ate in school during recess and ice kachang after school with cherie,hanisah and lyana.yeash yeash.the ice kachang behind the redhill mrt station DAMN nice.uh huh uh huh.=)) yeahh.but then suddenly i found myself practically gobbling up nasi lemak.woohoo.what the hell.but yeahh.

still wearing school uni rite now.HAHAX.yeashh.still haven't bathed.smeeeelllyyy.lol.but after this i'm gonna bathe.but feel very LAZY lerr...haizz.

just now alexis heng never come.she absent or something arhh.or maybe she got something to attend to.*shrugs* waaahhhh...luckily dunneed to do the 5 items.hmmm...actually 4 of the 5 items are okay lahh...except...2.4!!!aarrgghhh!the horror.maaaaaaaannn.i totally SUCK at 2.4.i failed in 2.4 last year.omfg.so malu can.then i had to fucking re-run.like what the hell.the prob is,i keep getting stitches in my side,so that slows me down.so painful.scared i vomit sia.aarrgghhh.it pisses me off.soooo much.

oh,MARIA TAN CUT HER HAIR.but luckily,she looks SOOO MUCH BETTER.but...sheesh i really dun wanna say this,but i have to.okay.IFFAH SAID THAT MARIA TAN SOMEHOW GOT INSPIRED BY ME AND DECIDED TO CUT HER HAIR LIKE MINE.fuck.imagine if she cut like those...ermm...how to say arhh...like those boyish spikey hairstyle.okay...that IS out of the question...but just imagine...omg.i'll laugh my head off until i finally go to sleep that day.HAHAX.

haizz.kk.gotta go bathe now.tata~

lalala...~

2005-07-03T11:04:00.000-07:00

a load of stuff happened since i last updated this blog.i keep thinking about my pet rabbit,CJ.*sniff sniff* so sad.i really miss her.i just cut my hair.now i look like a boy.well,kinda.haizz.I WANT A PET CAT!but as usual,my parents won't lemme take care of one.after the tragedy of CJ...sigh~

common test coming.gotta study.hahax.i just say,never DO.MWAHAHAH.but...somehow...i just have this feeling that i have to really study,or i'll flunk-WORSE than mid-year.*sniff* arghh...what the hell is happening to you,wani?!WAKE UP!

okayy...this may sound a bit crazy...but yeahh.i am.i dunnoe.i just dunnoe what to say rite now.AAAAHHHH!so to be more sane,i guess it's better to end of NOW.tata~

ROBBERY!!!

2005-06-12T11:31:00.000-07:00

OMFG.i can't believe it.I JUST EXPERIENCED A REAL-LIFE ROBBERY YESTERDAY EVENING.okay.lemme tell ya the WHOLE thing.

yesterday afternoon,my family and i went to Giant in johor to shop.holiday rite...we arrived there at around 5++pm i think...yeahh...whatever lah...then we shopped and shopped and shopped...like normal...when suddenly,at around 7.15pm liddat,I SAW 4 MASKED ROBBERS JOGGING INTO GIANT AS IF IT WAS A PARK INSTEAD OF A SHOPPING CENTRE THEY WERE GONNA ROB.i totally witnessed them coming into Giant.all of them were wearing different coloured masks.when one of them whizzed past me,i saw a medium-sized silver GUN.they were armed shit dammit.i was like so shocked,and i looked at them as they jogged their way to a JEWELLERY shop.like duhh.then a lot more people looked at the robbers as they ran past,not believing that they were real robbers.i thought it was a movie scene or something.but it turned out to be real.

when the robbers entered the jewellery shop,everybody (obviously) knew that it WAS a real robbery.so they did one thing that they could only do-RUN.for our lives.so i followed them and ran.i was sooooo scared.we went to the food court and realised that it was a freakin' dead end.but luckily it was quite a distance from the robbers and none of the robbers came to the food court.OMFG.it was really,damn scary.all of a sudden,a few gunshots were heard.wait,it's NOT a few-it was quite A LOT of shots.my mum,sister and two brothers went to the foos court and hid there.AAAAAHHHHHH!i felt like screaming.it was so hectic there.the only thought in my mind was-DON'T GET SHOT.in case there was a stray bullet or something.who knows the bullet is real.OMG.i will NEVER forget what happened yesterday.SCARY.DAMN SCARY.my dad went to this mirror where we could look out into the carpark where some of the robbers were.the gate was closed,so the robbers cannot escape.then suddenly the robber who tried to open the gate turned back towards the shopping centre.my father plus a lot of other man who were also looking out immediately ran back towards the inside of the shopping centre.who knows,that cursed robber may shoot the mirror.

well,i don't know how,but the robbers finally escaped.the police only arrived after the robbers escaped.i was like,WTH.we went out into the carpark,loaded our car with the goods we bought in Giant earlier and left.we kept talking and talking about our heart-stopping experience on the way to 2nd link to eat.my younger brother was so damn shocked that he was having a slight fever.yeash,it was THAT scary.

okay.that's all i'm gonna say today.tune in next time.bye.

lifee...

2005-06-11T11:52:00.000-07:00

at that instant,my life immediately shattered into a million pieces.at that moment,i knew NOBODY would ever pick those pieces up again and try to mend it.NOBODY...NOBODY...

MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA.the above part is all FAKE.okay i'm officially mad.but WHATEVER.anws,FORGET ABOUT IT.

just finished my all my maths homework.OKAY,not ALL of it,but i only have 1 more question which i just can't blardy figure out.it's about newspaper pages.STUPID RITE?!i was like,WHO THE HELL CARES ABOUT NEWSPAPER PAGES?!the ans:SPH.like DUHH.

aiyah.dunnoe what else to talk about.am now sorta 'addicted' to habbohotel.MWAHAHAAHAH.yeash yeash.ohh yeahh.me and hanisah went to the bukit panjang library and found 100 malay words we (sorta) dunnoe of.phew.at least that was done.=))

aaaahhh!me playing habbo now.me really gotta go.got a job there!MWAHAHA.kks bye!

a certain somebody...=/ plus some other stuff...

2005-06-05T16:55:00.000-07:00

i noticed some problems with this somebody lately.she told me that she emailed mtv requesting an mtv video and dedicated it to all her FRIENDS and SCHOOL but NOT her FAMILY.sad huh?that is sooooo HEARTBREAKING,since i am PART OF HER FAMILY.and so is she.

the thing is that she prefers to be more closer to her FRIENDS to her OWN FAMILY.i mean,it's not that being much closer to FRIENDS is a sin or something;NO.it's just that...in MY opinion FAMILY is MUCH MORE IMPORTANT to be with,as our FAMILIES will always be there for us.we don't know how our FRIENDS are like;they may be genuinely NICE,or just have a backstabbing habit.but we know our own family.surely our own family members CAN'T be backstabbers.(well,maybe SOME are,but that is RARE.)

well anyway,if you think u are the certain someone who i am 'describing' in this entry,please don't take this too seriously.i am just trying to make u know that u are a VERY LUCKY person for having a family.other people out there don't even have a family and someone to care for them.just,REMEMBER kay?

sigh~.wow.i just wrote a debate speech.WHEE~.LOL.anyway,not many things happened today.managed to finish 3/4 of my eng.i've done all my history homework.working on my maths now.BUT I KNOW ONE THING.I WILL DO MY LITERATURE HOMEWORK LAST.why,u ask?BECAUSE I AM STUDYING SHAKESPEARE NEXT TERM AND WHEN I READ A FEW SENTENCES I DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND WHAT THE BLARDY HELL THEY ARE TALKING ABOUT!what with the thee,thou,blah blah blah...(no offense to all the shakespeare lovers out there who read this)sigh~.REALLY man.haizz...

okayss.me gonna continue my maths now.tata~

lotsa stuff happened...

2005-06-02T13:39:00.000-07:00

okay.since the last time i updated this blog,LOTS of stuff happened.good stuff,bad stuff.hmm...what should i start talking about first?sigh...

i designed this blogskin myself.yeash yeash.surprise surprise.i got a few blogskin requests lately...from friends and friends of friends.speaking of friends,i haven't checked my friendster lately.MWAHA.gonna check after this.

anws,just watched a travel documentary on DUBAI.i tell u,i was practically DROOLING at the sight of paradise there.i really,really,REALLY envy my last-year classmate who migrated from singapore to DUBAI.wonderful,heavenly DUBAI.I WANT A HOUSE IN DUBAI!HAHA.i noe,i noe.just saying it won't bring me wonders and miracles.too bad i'm not the rich,everytime-got-money type.but i am thankful that i got a house here in singapore,no serious earthquakes,active volcanos,tsunamis(shiver)...

went to yan yue's house last tues with hanisah,iezah and evelyn for pbl.everything went perfectly well...until SOMETHING STUPID happened.I MARRED YAN YUE'S GLIMMERING MARBLE-TILED FLOOR.*gasp* must be ur reactions to this.MWAHA.anws,the thing i did was...i accidentally knocked down a plastic cup filled with peach tea and it spilled all over her wooden table and marble-tiled floor.i was like,WOAHHHHH.i was only trying to reach the bowl of honeydew in the middle of the table when i just HAD to knock down the blardy thing.WTFH.grrrrr.we managed to clean up the mess,thanks to iezah and...aiyah,everybody lahh.

well well well.what days i have lately.anws,me gotta ciao now.buhbyes!

tsk...

2005-04-30T09:48:00.000-07:00

elloooooo.yeash yeash i am backk.HAHAX.long time since i last updated this blog.HAHA my blogskin ROX!i lurbbe it soooooo much!WHEE~

guess what?i am thinking of making a blogskin!!!NOW!yeash yeash.but...there's one word stopping me from doing soo...and it's...EXAMS.sigh~took my eng and higher malay oreadie...woahh so far so good.but arhh...don't now bout my other papers...especially maths...which i always NEVER finish.it pisses me off.and my art...i don't even UNDERSTAND why they even put art as a freakin' blardy exam.i totally SUCK at it.haizz~IF ONLY i had artistic hands...too bad huh...BLEAH.

next exam's science.trying to study and memorise all the important points.i really hope tat i can do well in this mid-year exam.i wanna get into a good stream...hopefully.HOPE.i need it.hmm...DILEMMA ALERT!i don't now whether i shld make a blogskin or not...okayy...maybe one...JUST ONE...waaaaaaaaaahhhhh!!!

awwww man.my hair is starting to wear off its straightness.in other words, its rebond.argh watever i am sooo not making much sense...ahemm...argh so sad.BLEAH.

umm...don't noe what else to say lehx...so...umm...ciao!=)

bleahs

2005-04-17T19:58:00.000-07:00

MWAHA.yaye.i am like, soooooooo back.HAHA.kkays.back to today's activities.

woke up late for religious class this morning.but we made it to the mosque RIGHT ON TIME.yeash yeash.go wani-!=) anw, i just got back my MUIS PSLE results.and guess how i did?BOTH BAD and GOOD.MWAHA.yeash yeash.i got 2 As(so sad, no A*s for muah...*sniff*),1 B, 1 C and 1 D.lol.A, B, C, D.hehex.nice pattern.lolx.anw, yeahh...i got an aggregade of a pathetic, frickin' 379/500 for it.haizz...i guess i deserved it cos i didn't reeli study for it.tsk.i just criticised myself.woahh.cooooolll.ergh watever.

kay.another event.in religious class just now, a certain guy confessed a certain something to a certain girl.yeash yeash.rare, but true.MWAHA.i won't give the details.nope nope.never.HAHA.i am soooooooo MEAN.

ohh yeahh.yesterday.something happened that made me sorta convinced that somebody likes me.uh huh uh huh.but yet again, i won't give the details.too personal.anw it can get in someone's brain and outta the mouth.yeash u noe wat i mean.=/

sigh~.tatz all for now i guess.updating tmr(i hope).cyaz next time.buhbye!=)))

wth.

2005-04-15T20:20:00.000-07:00

heyya peepz.yeapss im back!MWAHA.wif a half crazy and half pissed mood too.HAHA.yups SURPRISE SURPRISE.im actualli UPDATING my blog.and to think i actualli promised to update it EVERY SINGLE DAY.HAHA.well...i guess im not reeli a very PROMISING person...HEEX.

kay.a lot happened in my life these 2 months since i last updated tis blog.hey.it HAS been EXACTLY 2 whole months!lol.anw, yeahh...tmr is me partner(evelyn)'s birthday...and my birthday is gonna be next THURSDAY!=)))val oreadie gave me my birthday prezzie...and guess what it is...?A WRIST SUPPORT.MWAHA.yeash yeash.it's a beanie...in the shape of a PINK mouse,cat or dog...dunnoe which one...maybe it's all three...HAHA...but anw, it's a reeli nice prezzie...and it was reeli nice of val to gimme an early birthday prezzie!=)))*hugs val* hmm...better think of something to get for val for her oh-so-DAMN belated birthday...MWAHA.oh yeah.and a birthday prezzie for eve too.wah liaooooo...reeli dunnoe wat to buy lehx.hmm...will think about it laterz thenz.

now about my wireless.sighh.i just CAN'T blardy surf the net using my OWN wireless at home.but in skool can.STOOPID rite?haizz...pretty pissed is the feeling im sorta hving now.since GWS(no it's NOT a frickin' fish living the blardy sea dammit) blocked the msn, friendster, blogger(yup, blogger)and etc., and the TA peepz configured my wireless, i CAN'T surf the net wif MY wireless.urrgghh.PISSED!!!

kay calm down wani.kay.ermm...now what else can i talk about...?oh yeah chatting wif iezah now...so farnie...aiyah...dunnoe what else to say le.

kaykays.gotta go now.buhbyes!~ wani-

awwww...

2005-02-15T17:47:00.000-08:00

awww man.common test coming round da frickin' corner n i can't blog for these few days.STILL HAVEN'T REPLIED MY MORTAL YET.lol.it's been like, a month or sumting?hahax.bleahs.mayb i'll write to her after common test.urgh i would hv to write a zillion 'sorry's in the letter.mwaha.

kkay.parents not at home now.they went to send my grandmother to my aunt's house as my aunt has to go sumwhere.my aunt takes care of my grandmother, so as there was no one to take care of her, my aunt sent my grandmother to my house instead.=) awwwww but i only saw my grandmother for only about, half an hour?waaaaaaaaaaahhhh!okay okay put urself together wani.gd girl.-___________-" lolx.

anw went to bukit panjang plaza's 7-eleven wif iffah juz now.n when we were on the way there, we saw these 3 or 4 MINAHS sitting down outside mcdonalds.they were from my primary skool i tink.bleah.sooo we went inside n brought a slurpee each.(mine's bigger than iffah's tho.mwahahahahaha.=P)then we went out to walk to the bus-stop to go home.we were MINDING OUR OWN FUCKING business when suddenly i heard one of them say LOUDLY,"lahh beli air jek." translation:"aiyoh buy water(slurpee)only..." so then i got tis freakin' gut feeling tat they were talking about us.

like HELLO MINAHSS!can u juz like mind ur own FUCKING business?y the HELL would u wanna spy on us anw?bcoz WE look like MINAHS?BLUEEEKKKKKKK!!!puh-leese!puke,puke,PUKE!go to hell and juz die.juz keep ur FUCKING mouth SHUT will u?!all U noe wat to do is PISSING PPL OFF!so keep ur ASSHOLE shut and juz PERISH.

there.tat felt gd.pheww~.okay gotta do my hw now.got loads.well kinda.but anw i dun tink i would be writing in my blog for these few days animore.but i will sure update it after common test which is...ermm...we'll see.kkay happy total defence day to every singaporean(except the mats + minahs + all the most irritating ppl in singapore)!cya after the common test period!buhbyes!=)))

v.day

2005-02-14T11:36:00.000-08:00

yo peepz!juz changed my blogskin!haha.i design by mahself wan.=) heex so proud of mahself.;) kkays.back to 'business'.

OOH.today is valentine's day.i dun even noe y im writing it in my blog now lol.i dun even blieve in it.mwaha.i m REELI sickening i noe.lolx.lols.lol.lol.lol.LOL.MWAHA.kkays itz confirmed tat im reeli crazy.UGH wateva.-_____________-"

i wonder hu's my valentine.=( HE's sumwhere out there waiting...juz waiting...sigh~.*slaps forehead* WANI!WAKE UP U DUN EVEN BLIEVE IN TAT CRAP VALENTINE!ohh but mayb i DO.*drops head to chest* haizz...wat is life without lurbbee...?well i guess i'll juz hv to wait.wait about a dozen years later.ARGH wateva.

kkay ppl TAG my blog kay!i dun wanna c my doodle-board empty and hollow.i want all of ya to fill it all up!whee!!!im counting on ya!;)

hmm...guess i hv nuthing else to say.so i gotta go.actualli hving lit lesson now la but i tink NOBODY is paying any attention lorhx.ooh n ppl add me in MSN n FRENSTER too okay?thanks truckloads!lurbbee u ppl always!bb!=)))

wani-

2005-02-13T20:31:00.000-08:00

whee!i juz created a new blogg.=) well...i decided tat i m sick of 'waniac', soooo im sellin' it at a million dollars!mwaha.lolx.kkays.

soooo i decided to create another blog,which is TIS.=))) gonna try to post it evriday, except when it is exam period.like DURH rite.ooh yeahh exam's comin' round da corner n i gotta get ready for it.lol.it seems like i'm 'flagging' a bull or sumting...u noe...a red cloth...a bull runs for the cloth...yea tat kinda stuff.i dunnoe wat itz called lahh.lols.

anws,tmr's valentine's day oreadie!awwwww too bad i dun hv a valentine.mwaha.itz not like i WANT one anw.pfffffffftttt.weehee!okay pardon me but im a little crazy today.dunnoe y la.bleuurghh.

tis morning my stoopid fat rabbit slipped out of her cage and...err...did her business below the sofa.she was out of her cage the whole of last night!WOW she must be having a holiday below the sofa or sumting.coz we never give her priveleges like letting her out as far as our PRECIOUS sofa.yeahh i noe tatz bad, animal-lovers out there.but we have no choice.i'd rather kill her than letting our sofa smell of rabbit poo...ugh.

okayy.i gotta go feed tat rabbit now and MAYBE change my blogskin.okayy lurve u guys out there!ooh and HAPPY V.DAY!;)))